Health Update

HEY FRIENDS!! I know every time everyone sees me they are excited because I'm alive. Not a single person knows how it's physically possible right now and I am so excited about that. And for that reason I'm alive. But I have seriously no idea physically how I'm doing. Physically symptom wise I'm doing terrible I feel like I'm twitching in a hole somewhere. But at the end of the day it's how do I feel. Mentally I'm doing great! I couldn't tell you what's different but I've realized something life changing. For the first time ever my health and anxiety are the same exact thing. And for those of you who have been with me regularly know what that looks like. I can't describe it to a damn person in my head but I've figured it out. So treatment wise and prognosis wise I'm thrilled beyond belief!!!! However my brain is still trying to catch up with that mentally and it's just so much to handle that I physically not able to. And that's okay. So I do know immediate treatment plans. I do know that right now everything physically is staying status quo. Medications are the same and will continue to be the same emergency wise for a while. Up to a year that I know of right now. So if you know anything life threatening wise as far as when I use my epi pen please please please suggest it should you think I need it. However; day to day medications may change quite a bit. However; mentally I'm viewing my disease backwards and I'm excited! My hope currently is to live it that way too. By knowing what I know now and working backwards so if weird life changing things happen that's most likely what it is! And that's so exciting! So that's where I am please feel free to contact me with any questions but just know if I don't reply I'm most likely alive and if you know of someone who has asked and hasn't seen this update please share it!