I left Nebraska around 8am and my parents didn't leave until around noon. We were planning on stopping in a town about 4 hours west of Colorado. I was about an hour out and just getting past the mountain when it hit. It started with the itchy chest and the feeling of fire ants in the back of my throat. I managed to choke back two benardryl and some water. I thought maybe this would just be a small reaction so I kept driving. About ten minutes later it was full force. I pulled over on the side of the interstate (which scared me more than the actual interstate part) and called 911. I always call when I'm alone and have to use an epi pen in case it doesn't help or it gets worse. Than at least I know help is on the way. The only part was I was now in a canyon with not a whole lot of cell service. It took about three minutes longer to get them dispatched to me because they just couldn't find me they also couldn't hear what I was saying because of the poor service. They finally found me. I was one epi in and about to hit myself with a second one. When the fire department got there my O2 was in the 80's range. They took me to the back of the ambulance and gave me a neb treatment. My breathing did a 180 and started improving. I decided not to go to the hospital by ambulance. They followed me to the next exit to make sure I was okay and then I stopped at a gas station to take a break. I was able to make it to my destination in one piece although I was two hours later than expected. That's the reality of this one minute I'm having anaphylaxis and the next minute I'm fine. It's frustrating and scary.
The thing is, I'm using that fear to fuel me. To fuel my fight. I'm trying to push my boundaries and I'm paying for that every minute. While in Colorado I went for a hike to Hanging Lake which is a mile and a half hike straight up. It kicked my butt. And it took a lot of effort and a lot of stopping and taking a break before I finally made it. And that climb, and the view at the top was worth it. I'm taking one step at a time. Moving home has been daunting. I loved my independence and being far from home. I feel like even though I'm still technically living on my own just near my parents, I'm still under a microscope. It's a huge adjustment coming back. But I know it's what's right right now. I've been going from one doctor to another.
Since I've been home, even though it's only been two days, I've already had an allergist appointment with my favorite allergist. One that doesn't say it's all in my head and that I'm holding my breath to lower my oxygen levels. He's so helpful! We talked today about what our next step is after my two month prednisone taper is done in three weeks. We talked about two options the first one is cromolyn sodium and the second one is a Xolair shot. He told me to go home and research them both and to come back in a month and we'd discuss it further. He cares about my opinion. He is thinking the cromolyn sodium is the best option for me right now, but it comes with GI side effects. And since I'm already having some GI symptoms he wants approval from a gastroantorolgist before he puts me on it. I haven't had a chance to set up that appointment yet, but hopefully I can get into one relatively quickly.
During the appointment my POTS got the best of me and my blood pressure tanked when I stood up. The doctor was still in the room at the time when I collapsed. I didn't pass out which is always a good thing. I just got really weak and my legs apparently decided they no longer wanted to support the rest of me. They took my blood pressure while I was still sitting on the floor and it was around 92/68 I think. We know that abuterol has an adverse affect on my blood pressure. For normal people albuterol lowers the blood pressure, it tends to raise mine. The doctor gave me a breathing treatment and we were able to get my bp back up to around 110/74ish. He had me drink two bottles of water before he would let me drive home. He wanted me to go to the ER and get fluids but we decided that it wasn't necessary yet. I went home and ate ramen for the sodium and drank 64 more ounces of water before I let myself take a nap. I was exhausted. That hour doctor appointment wiped me. My fear is fueling this fight. This never ending exhausting fight. "Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord." Psalm 31:24 Keep strong friends!With Love,
Elizabeth <3
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